…a terrible mishap…
this day is indeed a series of unfortunate events…
i had a very difficult exam on bonds and investments…
got left alone in the house while the rest of my family members went to a vacation…
and worst of all…
i lost my phone in broad daylight!!!
it’s so dissappointing because i didn’t get robbed nor was it snatched from me. i was totally unaware of its loss and i can’t accept that it’s really gone. it’s a piece of hardware that contains everything that i have treasured ever since. pictures, messages, important notes and dates or meetings. somehow it made me realize that all these years my whole life and all of my treasured memories are confined in a small mobile phone and after i lost it i felt that i could never be complete again. it contained a part of me, people who became part of my life, moments that ive cherished, and things that tell who micha really is and now its gone!! sad to say, hard to admit… i lost my phone and i don’t know how.
nkakainis pa… i recently loaded it with P300 and it had my new globe sim card in it with a P50 unlimitxt. damn! that globe sim card was something i have personally negotiated with my parents (they wouldn’t allow me to have one because they believe in aptronizing just one network for our family). that globe sim card was something i was overjoyed to have because finally people will text me and reply to my messages but no!! the day right after i sent messages to people telling them of my new no. my whole unit and all just disappeared like magic. i thought today i would be sending email messages about my new cel no. but i didn’t realize that i would be sending them notices that my phone got lost!! shoots!! just the night before people are welcoming me to the world of globe and now i am sufferring and in grief of a terrible mishap. it’s my fault somehow but i just can’t admit it. it’s hard. i don’t care if i have a phone or not, i just want to have those messages, memories, captured moments and contacts back. grabeh!! talaga lang ah, i usually go home late at night and alone but no, my phone never got lost nor stolen but today… ang aga-aga pa, ang taas-taaas ng sikat ng araw, what a great day to start it right but somehow someone never fails to mess it up!! nakakainis!! i can’t imagine how old i am yet how careless i could be… i can’t imagine how much i have broken the trust of my parents and aunt who gave me my phone… nakakainis… fears start to overwhelm me and i can’t help but feel sad… pano ba naman, there’s nothing left for me to do… what’s gone is gone… somehow i was never to able to treasure the thing that contains my most priceless possessions. it’s a realization… and a learning i seem to never learn. it’s the first time i lost my cellphone but it was not the first time i lost something. grrr….
